Working days

Finally, i start working already... long time didn't update this blog already.. too tired.. coz everyday OT mah.. if manage to complete the special task.. the life afterward will be very relaxing.. really wish that day will come soon..
to all my fellow friends... good luck and all the best for your future understaking... :p

Wondering

long time didn't update my blog.. Finally i had graduated... hmm... study for so many year.. now no need to study anymore.. feel wierd and quite unbearable.. now busy looking for job...
ai.... wondering how my future will be... hope can find a good job soon... so i no need to travel here and there for interview or look for job...

Exam.. exam .. exam

oh... i did badly for my distributed computing examination... dunno how to do.. a lot of questions.. really unexpected... even read also no use.. this is the first time that i feel scare... really scare...

still have three more papers to go.. jia you.. kambateh.. to myself and to my friends.. we'll graduate soon.. yes... finally..

I'm very "fan"

I'm very fan now.. just no mood to do things.. dunno why.. really dun hv mood.. i waste my entire weekend.. do nothing at all.. yet monday need to pass up my documentation.. how i going to survive... feel sad.. really down...

perhaps i'm running away.. running away from my burdens... my responsiblities as a undergraduate.. why why why.... i'm so fai... i keep blaming myself... i hate myself..

Tired

Really really tired.. y am i so tired... ai... too many homework...
most headache things is my PSM... i got a lot of documentation need to do... need to do some coding also... have to complete it within this week.. oh my god.. where is my god... but sometime i'll let myself have a break also.. run away from all these homework.. haha.. i just came back from muar... haha... a great escape..

going to graduate soon.. what is the feeling rigth now? unbearable for something such as friends, bf and etc.. to all my friends.. don't forget me oh.. haha.. to my bf.. hope that we "still the same" even after gradaute..

hmm.. feel happy also coz no need to face homework and exam anymore.. but scare also .. scare whether able to find a good job... scare whether will become jobless.. it's scaring me..

Doing nothing again

ai... doing nothing again.. holiday for 5 days.. but until now didn't do my homework... sigh.... went back to hometown last two day.. just back to melaka yesterday nite.. sien..

Finally

Wahaha... i forget my username and password for blogger... Luckily June help me to recall back my username.. Thanks June.. Finally i manage to remember recall back my password as well.. i wonder why i type the password, yet can't login.. At last i manage to login with the same password.. Maybe is due to spelling error kuah..

Another meaningless day again.. I planed to read chapter 1, 2, and 3 for distributed system. But end up with sleep for the entire afternoon.. Too boring lah.. When I read the text book my eyes close automatically.. haha

Feel guilty for the laziness.. haha… anyway I’m going to finish chapter 1 soon.. so is 1/3 percent success for my goal today. Haha… but how ya… I gonna finish chapter 2 until 5 with 2 days???!!!!! Aiyo.. the exam is on Thursday.. Feel headache again..

A lot of thing need to do

Ahhh.... i have a lot of thing to do... exam, psm, assignment, etc... hope can complete all those thing as soon as possible.. after that i can enjoy.. but when i can complete? Haha... sigh.. Yesterday i did some documentation for psm.. today need to focus on prolog.. coz tomorow lab test.. scare lab test.. coz no confident at all.. from my experience i'll not score in lab test.. ai... hope this time will be diferent.. but prolog is very complicated for me... haha.. another impossible task again.. Anyway gambateh yo.. :p to myself and all friend who will take prolog lab test..

Another "fai" day

Hmm... doing nothing again today... Today is the 4th day of my mid term break... so lazy and no mood to do my homework and prepare for my exam... really fai... i wonder why a person need to study and why there is a lot of mission or homework...

First or second?

Hmm.. actually i created a blog b4... but dunno why after i posted the first post... i can't access to the page anymore... so i create another blog...

let me start off by using my blue blue heart and mind.. just attended a funeral.. this make me think about a lot of things... i begin to afraid.. a afriad to lost my beloved grandfather, grandmother.... and even my parent... i admit one day i must face all these things... but when thinking about this just wish to cry and unbearable... is it very stupid... sad for future things..... I promise myself i need to go back to hometown as frequent as possible... to accompany my grandfather, grandmother and my parernt...